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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
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not only did my feakin car get scraped but sunday our water line broke right as i was gettin ready to take a shower!! so i went to this camp-a-kid speggeti thing we had for church camp me and brittany b. was so hyper we were bouncin off the walls! then after that me, ben, luke clark, brittany smith and brittany briney all went bowling for about 2 hours we played 3 games and the last one i beat ben by like 6 points!! luke and i kept getting the same thing for like 5 or 6 frames it was funny!
then wed i went to the regional game to watch havana play i went with ben. it was so funny ben and chris were fightin the whole way up to camp point and the whole way back home. havana lost so our 05-06 basketball year is finaly over!(big bummer) we got back to bens at like 8:30 so we played ping pong for 30min he was laughin at me the whole time cause im horrible at regular ping pong! but im good at ultimate ping pong!(church camp)
i picked up my prom dress friday after school and it is freakin puffy! it ways a ton too! i love it i can't wait till prom its gonna be fun!
solo and ensemble is next saturday i still fill like its a month away i need to get practicin! i have like 5 things im gonna be so tired next sat after all of that stuff i won't be able to breathe!
well till next time
jallas
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Sunday, February 19th, 2006
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Im pissed off!! saturday while i was at my aunts house in canton someone backed in to my Jeep!! they didn't come in to tell me all i know is that they were drivin a read vehicle and they put a dent in the side of my door chipped my paint and put a 8in red line on my beautiful silver jeep!!! i wanted to kick someones ass when i saw my jeep yesturday! luckly that person wasn't saw by me! but it is a hit and run and im pissed off about it!
Benji decided what hes gonna wear for his tux! he said he is gonna get a black tux with silver on the inside!it sounds so awesome i can't wait till i see it! i just love the color silver! im pumped about that!
friday was tryouts for grease! i was so nervous because i lost my voice thursday but i got it back and i stopped singing before ms.carol told me too and i had to do scales i got to A below staff and got up to D above staff! i was pumped then i had to do some dancing i did ok i guess! i also had to read a monologue! the main person i tried out for was rizzo so i had to read like i was her!! we won't find out what we got till tuesday or wenesday next week i scared to find out!!
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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
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also everyone i forgot to say that january 13th i had an siue honor band i had to try out for my seat i did ok on the sight readin but i was so nervious on the scales i messed them up! but i got in one of the festival bands i was 4th seat playing 1st flute i had so much fun! it was just me, carol, rachel s, mariebeth, and kate. we had fun eatin pizza and staying up late we had like 6 hours of practice on sat and 2 on friday we watched other bands also. we had a blast! then i went home with carol we didn't get in havana till 12am because the last concert was at 8pm! i almost fell asleep in church but from like 11:30am to like 8pm i sleep that day i only got up so i could eat somethin then i went back to sleep till like 5:30am on monday cause i had to go to school!
I orderd my prom dress its gorgous but i havn't seen it in person yet! its puffy and it has three strapes on each side and its a coral color! i can't wait till prom which is in 12 weeks! as for benji's tux i don't know i asked him what color today and he told me whatever i wanted but i told him its his choice and then he said its your senior prom i don't want to make you look bad (ahhh! how cute, he deserves brownie points) but i told him that he is the one who is wearing it. so i don't know about the tux color ill find out sometime. i figured out the ride were gonna take a party bus! (and it has a stripers pole in it! im gonna kick some guys butts that night i can just see it now) the majordy of the people that was in the limo i was in last year is gonna be in the party bus this year!
friday morning i had to wake up at 5 in the mornin because jan and i had duet practice at 7am so i had to leave at 6:30am! i thought i was gonna be in a pissed off mood but i wasn't i was so freakin hyper it wasn't fair to everyone else i was jumpin off the walls at school. by 8th hour i was laughing so hard i got a headach! mr.caton had all of the senior band membors meat at micheals so we could have pizza together it was nice of him to do that for us but after that it my 3rd senior night!(i wanted to cry) it was basketball the last game i could go to cause all the others are to damn far away! me and amy were routin for benji during the jv game and he said he could hear us and he laughed when i said my through was hurtin because of how much i was cheerin! but the jv game went into overtime and we won! then the varsity game was awesome not as exciting as the jv game cause we won by 23 points! but it was fun! i had emily, rachel s, jessica n, and shanna stay the night we watched some movies and ate pizza and homemade cinnimon rolls!(yummy)
sat we had to put crush cans together for drama club then after that me and em went to fs and then we wrote on benji's truck! we went to cvs after that to see if there was anything good in there. at 7pm i went to my aunt and uncles suprise party it was ok i only knew like 10 people that were my relatives but besides that there was a cute canton freshan boy!(not realated to him) oh yea lyn i love your hair it looks good on you!
valentines day is coming up how lovely.....not! its not that fun when you don't have anyone to spend it with! all it is is a stupid holiday so that way hallmark can get more money on cards and so that way candy componies get more money for candy! both emily and i think its a stupid holiday!
this friday is tryouts for our spring musical its grease!! i can't waith the only bad part is that not only do we have to sing for tryouts (don't have a problem with that) but we have to dance at tryouts (that i have a problem with) im gonna suck ass at that! but i can't wait it will be fun!
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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i might as well update y'all on whats happend this week! well sunday night jon, clint, and brant (not trimpe) came over to my house to pick up the crossings dvd that i had and they stayed for a bit. then about 10 min after they left jon called me and asked me if i wanted to go to pekin with him and chris so i asked and i said yes i'd love to. so monday i had to be at jons at like 10 in the mornin so we could be back by 3 in the afternoon. we picked up chris (jon was drivin my car cause my mom didn't want him to drive his grand prix) and on our way to pekin jon asks me if it was true that i was goin to prom with ben and i said "yes" and his reply was "i never would have thought you would go with him i thought you go with someone like daniel blogett" i looked at him and said "no i wouldn't go with dan" and then he asks me how i know ben and i told him he was in a couple of my classes. after that conversation we were pulling out of forest city, jon was goin 47 in a 30 right before a 55 sign so we got pulled over in my car!!!so jon got a ticket. but all 3 of us had a great time in pekin (we ate at taco bell!!!!!!!) then we went to grand shoppes praire for a bit it was fun!
yes lyn i got a date to prom cause i now your jaw is probly dropped right now! oh yea lyn don't tell my mom about jon gettin a ticket or i will seriously kick your ass!!
what is the fuckin matter with me is there any guy that actually likes me? all the guys either say i just want to be good friends or "jallas, your like one of the guys. your like a guy with long hair" what the fuck is up with that i can't stand it anymore! i try so fucking hard to get a guy but then they say something like "were just friends, right?" how the hell are u supposed to answer that question, when that guy was flirting with u just as much as you were flirting with him? and when you go "what kind of a question is that" of course he doesn't reply! so then you send him back "yeah were friends" and he says "good deal" so then you say "what were you thinking" just to be cool and think that he was thinking wrong! so he replys " well i just didn't want to be anything more then good friends" so the only damn thing you can fucking say to that response is "yeah me to" what are you to do i don't understand guys there fucking idiots!! they act one way and mean the other!! there so fucking stupid i can't figure it out! all i can think is that ill end up growing up all alone because all the guys think im just such a good friend or that im one of the guys!! it is so stupid why are guys so stupid like this! i can't stand my life all my friends don't even try to get a guy and they get someone and i try so fucking hard and i don't get shit i just get more GOOD FRIENDS!!!!!
if you have any comments or fell the same damn way just tell me cause i fell all alone in this world of hate!
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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 | You scored as Aragorn. You're Aragorn! This ranger from the north is the personification of bravery. He always thinks of others before himself, and, though he becomes King of Gondor, he is not one to crave attention.
"I would have gone with you to the end. Into the very fires of Mordor."
Aragorn | | 81% | Arwen | | 75% | Samwise | | 75% | Frodo | | 75% | Gandalf | | 69% | Faramir | | 63% | Eowyn | | 56% | Pippin | | 50% | Gollum | | 38% | </td>
Which LOTR character are you?
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So, you are the Non-existing love,
huh? Or, "non-existing" might perhaps
be the wrong word. You do love, you just don't
want to get hurt. To you, pride is everything,
and you rather never love officially, because
then no one can get to you. I do this myself,
and I can't say if it's good or bad... Alone is
strong.
Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^
What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. |
Angus Young from Ac/Dc
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Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so.
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
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i took a friend of mine to my homecoming on oct. 1st his name is clint o'bryant he is from lewistown he a linebreaker on the football team. he is our hot motorcycle stud from church camp. 11 of us went to hardee's and from there we went to canton to eat at itailin express from there we went to the highschool for the dance! i had such a great time with clint we goofed off and he made me smile and laugh the whole night even though he left about 35 min early (cause he had 3 hours of practice that morning) i still had fun. i slow danced with clint for all of the slow songs except the last one that one i slow danced with jon and he was holding me so close to him that nothing could fit between us and then he decided to start spining in circles and we kinda ran into someone. 8 or 9 senior guys got on the stage and started shaking their butts! i got sandwiched by jon and chris! i think that this homecoming and my freshmen year was the best!
our football team started to win games they haven't won a game since oct 1 2001! we won 3 games in a row ( north fulton, ambingdon, and yorkwood) we lost to porta so know we can't go to playoffs that really sucks because our guys really deserved to go (mostly our 12 senior guys).
i just watched sisterhood of the traveling pants and it made me think about alot. its my senoir year and i cant stand it because ive gotten so close with more people and im gonna be leaving and so are they and we won't prob ever see each other again and forget about everything that we had but i know i won't because even as i think of this and write this right know im crying because it hurts so bad. because of how i was raised im to scared to express myself the way i should i keep everything bottled up inside me until i can't hold it anymore and i end up crying or screaming and yelling at someone. i feel so alone in my life i cant even talk to guys for petes sake because i don't know how to fucking express myself because i don't know how they'll react if im me. oh shit i don't even know who the hell im. i try so hard to impress everyone else that it kills me so much i can't even deciede who i should be or who im! i guess im kinda like the girls on sisterhood of the traveling pants because i have a fucked up relationship with my parents they don't even trust me! i don't know how to act around guys because im to scared and then im such a rebal that i can't wait till i get a realationship with a guy so i can do something with him but then my life is so fucked up that i need someone or something to help me out! i don't know what the hell i need anymore i can't tell my mom anything because she would yell at me or something she thinks she knows everything but she doesn't know shit no one does, no one knows whats going on in my head right now because i don't know who i can and can't trust because i don't even trust my self. i don't know how i keep going on either people don't belive me or won't listen to me i don't know which it is but i wish i did i wish i knew who i was or what i want i have thought of so many things because of all the negative comments i get from my parnets that i don't know how im still here either my mom tells me i need to lose some pounds or she thinks im to skinny for all you people who think you know me i have thought so many times of how i should stop eating but i don't i just keep on eating no matter what my mom says to me even if she treats me like shit and puts me down on how im or how i dress i don't know how i put up with it but i go on maybe just to rub it in their faces or knowing that one day i will leave all of it away that i be somewhere happy but what is happy i don't even know if ill find that happy place! im sure some of you are thinking oh my gosh she needs to see a shrink or something but don't think your so fucking inocent because you might be part of the reason why im like this! i deal with shit that i shouldn't deal with. my life is so fucked up. i don't know how the fuck i havn't tried and shit like alchol or drugs but heck i don't know how i deal with anything. im not even talking to some of the people i used to i use stupid excuses in my life im so mentaly torn that it is hard for me to handle it anymore i don't even know why any guy would ever like me. but i will always keep my head up even thought i feel lower then dirt i still keep moving on i still keep going on.
tuesday is my senoir night for volleyball and friday is my senoir night for football i don't know what to think about it.
monday i had auditions for IMEA all district jazz choir i don't know how i did yet even thought i don't think i made it cause aparently to my mom im not that good of a singer so who knows.
how do you deal with something that kills you everyday that it either hurts you or makes you happy being a senior has really brought up some emotions of mine and it kills me that i won't see some people like i do know i wish i could freeze time to keep it my senior year forever but that won't happen so i have to try to do as much things i need to and spend as much time as i can with all the people i can or even say things. fuck i don't know what else to say so till next time
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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hey everyone trying to catch up with everything! this one is gonna be a long read for you all!
im starting with church camp
sunday, july 24th
We had to be at the church by 7:30 am to check in and get our bags on the bus. my mom was getting ready to leave when jon came up and started to talk to my dad about lemon shake-ups and laser engraving things. so after that my parents left and everyone prayed and got on the bus. We took off and started watching movies when jon and kari walked past me after talking to the bus driver harold jon took my hat and went to the back of the bus and yells ant me "jallas your head is small" and i replied "it adusts in the back" and he said "no thats ok". we ended up stopping at subway to eat lunch and then shipped off again. and about 15 min. before we got to jonathan creek camp i got my hat back. so we checked in and got everything in our rooms and walked around for about an hour before we ate dinner. then after dinner we had about 1 hour till we had to go to the church for worship which was so much fun cause we sang songs and got to see who was in our bible study groups which my group was called team mork! then after that brittney and i went to the shack to play some games and we learned how to play ultimate ping pong then we had to leave because we had to be back in the room by 11pm because lights go out at 11:30.
Monday, july 25th
woke up at 6 am to get ready for the day and went to breakfast at 7:30 ate breakfast then went back to the room for tawg. then we went to morining celebration to see pics of everyone who came to camp on the big screen and we all sat in our teams (team mork rocks!) and went to bible study after that with stacy then after that we went to lunch at 11:15. after that we had about 45 min of free time before team building. today in team building we set a goal for the week and then we were playing name games with a ball and then we tried to get everyone to touch the ball as fast as passible and we got 20 people to touch the ball in 1.8 seconds! then after that we had our first POI's (point of impact) my first poi was mountain biking a 3 mile trail! and at one part there was a 4ft drop and while i was walking down that i got stung and it took me 2 days to get out all the stingers!then we had some free time before dinner. after dinner i went back to the jotel and got ready to go to worship and sang some songs then after worship brittney and i were using the buddy system to the shack and played some ultimate ping pong with everyone and we had to be back by 11 so we could go to bed!
tuesday july 26th
woke up late and went to breakfast then came back for tawg then went to morning celbration. during morning celebration we had a compition between girls and boys the score 1 to 1.then we had wake up j-creek and they should on the big screen things that happend the day before and carol and i was on the bigscreen making a funny face!then we went to bible study and then lunch after that we went to team building at 1:10. during team building we were trying out a-frames and playing ninja tag and another game. then we headed for poi's today i had to climb alpine tower ( a 50 foot obsticale course) it was my first climbing expierence and i was so shaky and scared it took me a long time before i got to the top! then i went back to the hotel to change and go to dinner. then kari and i walked back and our door room was ajar! i opened it and tere was jon with clint on his back standing in between kair and my mess of cloths( with was all over the floor) they started screaming "chicken...on a stick" over and over again and then all of a sudden jon takes of running with clint still on his back and ty comes walking out of our bathroom! kari and i look at each orther then ask him what they were doing in our room and he said "i was lookjing for sissors" and we told him " we told you yesturday we don't have any" so then he walks out to find cling and jon. so we got ready to go to worship and then after worship we were walking in our camps ( we were in camp c) then we went to checkpoing ( which is were we go to a room with our churhes) we talked about what we did that day then brittney and i was usign the buddy system to the shack and got some chicken on a stick and played ultimate ping pong with everyone and was doing so well that my team building caounsler rudy was routing for me by yelling " go rachel" and " you show them what team work is" so carol and jan should up and started routing to and at 11 me jon jan carol and brittney walked back together and carlo and jan told me that rudy was braging about me thats how they should up and watched me play!
wensday july 27th
today we had no clue what was going on because it was a flip flop day the only thing we knew was that breakfast was at 7:30 after that we went to church and instead of morining celebration we had worship then after that we had poi's mine was lake sports with carol hilary brittney llama ty clint and pat. i got blobed a couple of times then carol and i wrestled on the water sidewalk and i won! then i wrestled hilary and i won! but then i felt a thud behind me it was clint! i turned around and he wanted to wrestle me so as he was sliding up to me he said " your going down" so then we started wrestiling and he stoped and just sat there my hands just layed on his arms to try and hold him back and he grabed my right foot and flipped me into the water! so then ty goes after cling and it was like ther 20 something time of wrestling ty won and llama got on and him and ty started wrestling and ty won! so then ty and clint go at it again and clint won so i went down for anther try against clint and we started the same and he stopped and i had a hold of his arms and he grabed my left foot and flipped me but this time i took him with me! then ty and llama went at it again and ty won again then we had to leave our poi's and go to team building today we tired a-frames on a v-frame (two logs tha made a v by getting wider and wider) carol and i were teamd up and we got all the way to the end! after that we had luch then bible study and after that we had celebration which we had som competion then as wake up j-creekstarted ryan ( another counsler) said that he owned the show and that he was gonna give his friends the job so they took away jeff dawn reggie dancing vador,mister 15 and kate . and replaced them with stacy dancing rudy, seth ryan and theo. dancing vader tryed to kick some butt. but they changed the name to go home j- creek and/or 90 home j-creek. then we went to checkpoint and then headed to the shack for some grilled pizza and the talent show one of my friends named steve played a song that he wrote and then after that we went to the hotel to go to bed
thursday july 28th
we woke up and went to breakfast then we had tawg. and everything was back to normal scheadule wise! we went to morning celebration with go home j-creek then we went to bible study and then lunch after that team building. during team building we tried the mohawk walk (cables attaching from tree to tree) the first time we tried we had a tall guy be the leader and that didn't work so then steve was first and the i went after him and with team work and communication out of all the team mork steve,me,cathy,llama and brittney got accross! after the mohawk walk we went to the wall our task was to get everyone lifted up the wall but there could only be three people at the top and the only people that could help lift was the ones that hadn't gone over the wall. so we lifted all the tiny people (thin, tiny girls) over first so that way at the end we could have all the strong people to help lift up the 5 guys we had and the last person had to jump to get up to one of the top 3 he had to catch there hands but we got him up! then after that we had poi's today i had tubing hilary and i pared up and we went on 3 times then after taht we had to get to the hotel as fast as possible and get back to the lake cause hilary and i were in the relay race. we got there and we found out the order hilary and i would start with leap frog to jon and he would crap walk to jan and she would run to an offical and chew a pice of gum and blow a bubble then run to another offical and then ty would start to paddle in our boat that we made. it was so funny everyone around me and hilary would take two jumps but then hilary and i would take one and be ahead of them we got to jon and he did the fastest crap walk i have ever seen in my life! then jan ran blew her bubble ran and ty started paddleing and we were ahead but then we lost by a couple inches we got 2nd place but it was so fun!
friday july 29th
woke up from a late night of trying to throw everything in my bags to put on the bus! we went to breakfast and brittney and i walked to the lake for a bit and then we all headed up to moring celebration and we watched wake up j-creek battle go home j-creek with lighsabers then one of my new friends named miles came and sat with me and then we had to group up with our churches and had a counsler come and pry with us and all of us senior girls started to cry and holding each other and then i went and huged jon and clint then we went back to our seats miles and i went up to the stage and we all sang songs and danced and had fun but then we had to leave and say our goodbyes which was so sad :-( we left and then we stopped at taco bell to eat and i swapped hats with clint then we got to our church and started to unload stuff and clint and i were talking while we were waiting for our rides and then his ride came i gave him his hat and he gave me mine and we huged then my parnets picked me up!
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missbluejf, IF YOUR READING THIS PLEASE STOP UNTILL I TALK TO YOU! THANK YOU!
everyone else continue
Ok, so since sunday i have tried to get people to help me figure things out and this is what i found out today but josh irons and llama d are not that great of a sources. well anyway during my lunch our today i went to county market to talk to llama and get some info about the car wash tomorrow and well i told him and was talking about something else when jon's brother josh comes around and says to me "i have heard some interesting stuff about you" and i said from who your brother and he said" yea and from some other people" so i asked llama to find out what it was and i seen llama after work and this is what he found out:
that jon still likes me and the only reason he hasn't asked me out was because of someone (whom i will not say). i was so angry when i found out that i kicked the county market carts! and i wanted to scream but i stopped myself from doing so. So tomorow after work im going to county market to talk directly to josh to see if he will tell me what he knows and try to figure something out because i like jon and he knows it but if its because of this one person that he won't go out with me (theres a reason with this person) then i don't know what im gonna do because this person is a good friend of mine but maybe i can figure something out! but right know i feel as if im gonna break down crying i almost did in the county market parking lot but i don't cry in front of anyone i keep it to myself so please anyone help me out with comments because i know when i talk to someone that there gonna want to kill me and who knows what else and its killing me right know because i don't know what to do!!!! i think i need a bodyguard or something!!
but besides that i have had an ok day the drivers facilty was kinda slow so i was goofing off alot with rachel sarff and my boss but im ready for church camp i cant wait i will be gone the whole last week of july! at jonathan creek in either tennessee or kentucky i don't know which. so talk to you all lata
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you know what makes me mad when someone does something that makes you think maybe something will happen between you two but you don't know and it makes you raise questions to your mind and makes you wonder do they think they can just do what they want when they want or do they really care about you? it kinda an age old question (well to me it is) if the guy expresses emotions to you do they care or are they just playing with you to see what you'll do? are they jerks or are they romantic? do they want to hurt you or not? or even do they want to express what they think but don't know how so do something unexpected? if anyone has any comments on this please tell me becuase im lost!
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The faerie of water. You have a laid back attitude,
and take life as it comes. People come to you
when they want to hear the truth, even if it
hurts. You will always be there when someone
needs you. People sometimes think you have a
cold heart, that's why sometimes you can also
be known as the Ice Faerie.
What's your inner Faerie?
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You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber.
Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
power, and determination as well as passion and
desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of
the Dark Side of the Force and have you thirst
for more of it.
What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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My 4th of july weekend was awesome!! on july 3rd i went to shanna's cause she was having some friends and family over.( the only people my age was tia,jon,chris,derek,dustin,brad,kurt,cody e, cody s, and 2 guys from shanna's work) but anyway shanna had like 80 some fireworks and jon and chris were lighting firecrakers and smoke bombs and tia told jon to fuse the 5 color together but instead jon hold the fuses and burns his fingers and chucks the smoke bombs over tia and my head causing ambers to land on us and burn us!! so later while the big fireworks are going off brad comes over and goes "i got sparklers" and we all look at him like so what! then he goes lets take electrical tape and tape a bunch of them together to make a sparkler bomb so we made one then after that we were all kinda walking to the back yard all spaced out when jon comes up from behind me and asks me to come with him so he has the keys to my jeep and we go and sit in it and talk and listing to music when he goes "it looks like they stopped the fireworks" and i said maybe they just finaly ran out. and then all of a sudden we started making out!!!!!omg! so much has ran threw my mind since then and its driving me bonkers cause i don't know if he ment that he wanted to be more then just friends or what!!!
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HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY LYN!!! this is fun school is out, summer is here and i can't wait to swim! in 9 days im gonna be 17 yes i can't wait! and tomorrow emilia is haveing a birthday party and we are going to springfeild to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith. and going to the mall how fun can't wait!! and volleyball league started tuesday and i was one of the starters for our first game i was so happy and nervous at the same time! and im a senior how fun!
hey lyn remeber the time i stayed at your house and we were listen to eminem and trying to fry hamburgers hoping to god that they would be done and watching a walk to remember while you were balling your eyes out and i was like gosh lyn its just a movie! then playing sims till like 2 in the morning and waking up at 8 in the morning cause my mom never lets us sleep in so we had to jump in the ice cold pool to wake us up all the way! we have always had fun times and i hope we have more!
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rachy2006's journal
pissed off.
depressed.
